Deeply grateful for technology
Halloween is hard for me again this year, as it was 2 years ago, on Halloween, that my dad died. So as I think about my technojourney this week, my mind and heart are in a different place than usual. However, it is through technology that I am able to preserve so many treasured memories of those who have died who have touched my life so deeply -- my dad, my birth mom, and my second mom Maria who helped my parents raise me.
Thanks to my passion for digital photography and my ever-present digital camera, I was able to capture many wonderful photos of my dad and Maria. I

have been so sad not to have many photos of my mom, because she died before the advent of digital photography, and before I really took many photos (I was 20 when she died). But then yesterday I received a set of 10 emails from my brother, each with about 8 or so digital photos attached. He had come across some old slides that my parents had taken when we were little, and he scanned them all in and sent them to me. They bring back so many treasured memories that had long since slipped into the deepest recesses of my mind. This first one is of my brother at the back, my mom in the middle, and me at the front, taken in about 1963 at our home on the campus of the University of the Witwatersrand in Johannesburg, South African. This next one is of my dad, my brother and me, also at same time and place. The last one must be in 1966, showing Maria and me outside our home on the campus of the University of Durban (also in

South Africa), I think on my first day of school (I'm in school uniform).
Being able to capture both the eventful and uneventful happenings in my life through digital photography has really been transformational for me not only in how I see and "process" the world, but also in helping to make it memorable. I have always had a terrible memory, but it wasn't until I was 35, when I was diagnosed with ADHD that I learned more about why and started to develop better strategies for remembering. What I have learned is what an incredibly powerful tool a camera can be for someone who has trouble focusing and paying attention. I found that once I started carrying my digital camera with me, I began to be much more "present in the moment." Whether I am running along the beach or out in the woods in the early morning with my dog, or visiting a school to observe a student teacher, or at home with our daughter, playing in the mud, I find myself noticing and appreciating little things that I would never have seen before -- dew on a leaf or a spider web, the texture of the sand as it forms ripples under the water lapping along the edge of the beach at Park Point, the early morning mist swirling around the lake surface in early Fall up in the BWCA. I find myself paying attention so much more, which already helps me to remember what I see.
The whole processing of digital photographs builds in rehearsal, which further solidifies the memory: once I have taken the picture, I usually switch to "view" mode on the camera to see if I like the picture. I'll usually scroll through the pictures I have taken a few times while t

hey are still on the camera, both to enjoy them and also to delete extra ones. The, once I download them to my computer, I again review them, and name the ones that I am most likely to want to use for various personal as well as professional purposes (like uploading to my Flickr account, to Facebook, onto my personal web page, for use in teaching through inserting them on PowerPoint slides, into Inspiration, in an iMovie -- or on a blog, or even printing them and pasting them into the journal that I have kept for our daughter since she was born, telling in words and pictures for her the story of her unfolding life).
As a teacher, having a digital camera has made an incredible difference in so may aspects of my work. It is so important to me to be able to call my students by name, and to be able to do this right away as I believe this sends such an key (and sincerely felt) message that who they are is important to me. I used to take photos of the students day 1 of all my classes and then spend literally hours and hours studying them so that I could learn their names. My commitment to my students was that I will call them by name from day 2 on. Now I can be even better that this, as the university now makes available student photos along with my class list so I can even learn names
before the first day of class. I still have to take photos on day 1 because some students have changed dramatically in appearance from when their picture was taken at the start of their first year in college!

Even after day 1 I keep my camera close at hand, using it for all kinds of things in class. Example: if I write on the board, such as recording student ideas as we brainstorm something in class, then I capture this on a digital photo before erasing it, so I can refer back to it (and if needed, even post it to the class website if it is something that would be of value to the students to refer back to later). Once I had a student who could not be in class as she had to be with her daughter for the birth of her grandchild. My student was still able to participate in our class, connecting to us each day through Skype (free Internet phone), but she could only hear us. Thus what I did, when we did something in class that she needed to be able to see, was to take a photo of it and email it to her on a break. It worked great!
Like most digital cameras today, my little handy dandy Canon digital camera also can also take up to 2 minutes of video in Quick Time format. Using this and also my Sony Mavica that can take up to an hour of small Quick Time movies, I have been able to capture my students doing teaching demonstrations or other hands-on in-class activities, and then share these with the students (some of them have used these video clips to add to their digital portfolios).
And these are just some of the reasons why I feel so grateful that I am able to have and use a digital camera. I could keep going, but this is already probably way more than anyone wants to read on one blog entry, so I'll end for now. I'd love to hear from others on how you use cameras (digital or otherwise) to help you in your own life -- personal and professional. Please add your ideas as comments to this blog. Thanks!